happy

I hope we are always this happy.

I miss you.

This past year you have changed so much. All through Warriner you were my best friend, and it hurts so so much that your just not the same person anymore. i tell you so much how you have changed but you just dont see it... The weight. it is horrible to see you so thin, and not know why you are doing it. yet you denied even knowing you had lost any! i dont think ive properly laughed about something with you for about 7 months. and to be honest, you go off to uni soon, and once you go i just know i will never see you. i wish you could see yourself from my point of view!

Hello

So its been a very, very long time since I have wrote on this! Over a year?! Where do I start...

I guess him. He has most definitely changed things. 9 months now, to me that is a long time! I adore him. Although he is my boyfriend, I see him as one of my closest friends now, which is something so nice to have! He is also one of the bravest people I know. I love you.

things

devon

I had the most lovely weekend away in Devon on March 6th, with one of my best friends. Such a beautiful place, will not forget it! Thankyou x

found

saw the way you looked

and i saw the way you looked at her tonight, and it was this that brought me back to reality and reminded me, that we are nothing more than what we are.

Happy Birthday Mum

Happy birthday mum. You've been there for me when ive needed you the most, and i love you for that.
will love you always x

Heroine

Your like my own, secret, personal dose of heroine.

I dont no who you are.

Things are so weird. I normally just use lyrics to describe how i'm feeling, i will probably end up adding some on the end of this post.. I miss you so much. I just want you. He doesnt compare to you, No one does. I no in time, someone better will come along, but right now, and for the past 6 months its only ever been you.
I dont no who i am when your in my head. And i dont no who you are anymore. I want you to comfort me on times like this. I want you here. I always want you here.

'Oh have some heart and hold it to your chest,
We weren't in love, we were too young.
We throw our words around as if they were not gold,
well they are.

Oh maybe someday I will be something more,
Real with arms and legs so I can walk away and stay away forever and some more
some more.'