things

devon

I had the most lovely weekend away in Devon on March 6th, with one of my best friends. Such a beautiful place, will not forget it! Thankyou x

found

saw the way you looked

and i saw the way you looked at her tonight, and it was this that brought me back to reality and reminded me, that we are nothing more than what we are.

Happy Birthday Mum

Happy birthday mum. You've been there for me when ive needed you the most, and i love you for that.
will love you always x

Heroine

Your like my own, secret, personal dose of heroine.

I dont no who you are.

Things are so weird. I normally just use lyrics to describe how i'm feeling, i will probably end up adding some on the end of this post.. I miss you so much. I just want you. He doesnt compare to you, No one does. I no in time, someone better will come along, but right now, and for the past 6 months its only ever been you.
I dont no who i am when your in my head. And i dont no who you are anymore. I want you to comfort me on times like this. I want you here. I always want you here.

'Oh have some heart and hold it to your chest,
We weren't in love, we were too young.
We throw our words around as if they were not gold,
well they are.

Oh maybe someday I will be something more,
Real with arms and legs so I can walk away and stay away forever and some more
some more.'

I like boys that make me laugh, and give good hugs.
and girls who are genuine and show they care.

I like being happy, and being made happy.
I like going on walks around my village, just by myself, with my ipod.
I like photos, because they represent a memory.
I like spending time with people that make me laugh.
I like being understood.
I like drawing and doing art.
I like my diary.
I like hair, playing with peoples hair and having mine played with.
I like keeping things/objects that remind you of something.
I like having someone there.
I like my eyes.

I love being in a moment that is making you truly happy.

Today is a good day. I went round to my friends house, a friend that always makes me smile. I had lots of tea and biscuits there aswell, so it was even better.

I hate being the centre of attention.
I hate that i think about things way too much.
I hate when people dont realise things.
I hate when no-one understands how your feeling.
I hate putting on makeup everyday.
I hate the thought of death.
I hate that I cut my long hair off.

a day at my nans :)

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pups x

Just a memory.

Happy valentines day, for all you are to me now, is just a memory.
You aren't my lover, you aren't my friend, your just, you. Unfortunately I will always remember you, whether I want to or not, you will always be there, because you were always there before anyone else. You were mine, you were my first.
I will speak to you soon, I will see you again, but I will never see you how I did, for all that passes us now is just an awkward moment.

just a winter/spring day!

our little puppy, is not so little anymore! i also borrowed my friends hat, thought it looked pretty cool!
i had a good day today x

waiting..

some of my art..

I thought I would put some of my art work up, as i do really enjoy art, and thought it might be something intersting to put up?!

As im still in school, I have to stick with a particular topic.. Which at the moment is Portraits.
Hope you like it!

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I hate this so much. I obviously like you, are you stupid? We are together nearly all the time. I talk to you everyday. I always come to you with my problems, like wise for you. Its fine for you to cuddle me when you want, did I ask you to? No.

You cant just think you can have me when you want, unless you are mine. Which your not.
So you get with me someone, and you ask me all these questions like if if i approve and all that.
what the hell do you think? Well fine, lets see how you feel if I do it. Oh wait, you just said if i did anything irresponsible you would be really angry with me.

You mean so much to me. But im so mad at you right now.
You get me right where you need have you? Are you comfortable enough with me now? Yeah well, wheres my say in all of this? When do I get to say how I feel about you doing this to me.

Sunday

Sunday afternoon, was a nice day, so I decided to go out for a stroll and bring my camera - This good side of living in a village, you get lovely scenery, perfect for piccys!

i'll see you soon

In a bullet proof vest,

With the windows all closed,

I'll be doing my best,

I'll see you soon.

In a telescope lens,

And when all you want is friends,

I'll see you soon.