Sunday

Sunday afternoon, was a nice day, so I decided to go out for a stroll and bring my camera - This good side of living in a village, you get lovely scenery, perfect for piccys!

i'll see you soon

In a bullet proof vest,

With the windows all closed,

I'll be doing my best,

I'll see you soon.

In a telescope lens,

And when all you want is friends,

I'll see you soon.

The sky was beautiful.

happy days

i admit, its a crap picture.
but i just bought this shirt and the flower in my hair, and i felt in a really good mood. a genuine good mood! so thought i would take a picture.

i love these lyrics at the moment..

in this moment, no one is pulling me down into the ground
in this moment, no one is pulling me down into the ground
i cant help it if im happy
i cant help it if im happy not to be sad
cus when you walk in the room, i see things that i cant understand
i want you endlessly.

I’m fed up in here, in my atmosphere. Don’t you know who you are, You’re my shooting star.

I've only known you a few months now, but you've made them worth while. I went through a stage where i didnt feel like doing anything with anyone, i just wanted to be by myself. But talking to you, and how you've helped me see through the 'crappy days', i owe you for that.

How i can just call you up, and you will come round and pick me up, and just make me happy. Your such a good friend to me.

Yes, we have our petty arguments, but at the end of the day, they are pretty funny.

You tell me everything, like wise for me. And it feels so nice to know i have someone there. Someone to rely on.

Please stay. x

thankyou

forever young

i want to be forever young.

i am scared to grow up, get old. i dont want to. i take everything for granted at this age, and im not ready to move on. everythings seems so easy at this age, i dont have to worry about anything.
all i worry about is getting drunk at the weekends, boys and friends.

but, im not going to lie. i love it.

always attract - i love this song

if it hurts this much,
then it much be love,
and its a lottery,
i can't wait to draw your name.
oh i'm trying to get to you,
but time isn't on my side,
the truths the worst i could do,
and i guess that i have lied.

keeping me awake,
it's been like this now for days,
my heart is out at sea,
my head all over the place,
i'm loosing sence of time,
and everything tastes the same,
i'll be home in a day,
i fear thats a month to late.

that night i slept,
on your side of the bed so,
it was ready when you got home,
we're like noughts and crosses in that
opposites always attract.

you've taken me to the top,
and let me fall back south
you've had me at the top of the pile,
and then had me kissing the ground
we've heard and seen it all,
no ones talked us out,
the problems that have come
haven't yet torn us down.

Am I keeping you awake, if i am then just say,
you can make your own decisions; you can make your own mistakes,
i'll live and let die all the promises you made,
but if you lie another time, it'll be a lie thats to late.

You always have your way,
for now it to soon for you to say,
we will be always always.

always kiss me goodnight

addiction

"Big Three - the mind, the body, and the emotions.

If one doesn't get you, the others are waiting in the wings."

Never really discovered being angry before, expressing my emotions. it wasnt like i ever actually had a reason to be angry or upset though. But then i found one. it wasnt like i was searching for one but it happened. my emotions went crazy.
I didnt no what to do, i felt so much anger being built up inside me. How are you ment to express your emotions? i guess theres not a logical answer, everybody as their own different ways.
I found mine.

We're not the same, I wish that could change..But it can't.

So this is the end, of you and me
we had a good run, and I'm setting you free
to do as you want, to do as you please
without me..

Remember when, you were my boat
and I was your sea
together we'd float, so delicately.

But that was back when we could talk about
anything..

16 means nothing

love does not have an age.
there is not a label for what age you can fall in love.
if it happens, and when it happens, its not like you ever planned it.
you'll always remember your first, whether or not you want to remember it.
its the first experience, the first feel of something you never knew was there before, and you know it's different. it's not like some little crush, its the real thing. the thing that makes you, and breaks you.

summer

The places summer takes you.